Got your dickfor?

song

Sun, 29 Jan 2006 21:25:13 GMT

How can I just let you walk away, just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking every breath with you, ooh
You're the only one who really knew me at all

How can you just walk away from me,
when all I can do is watch you leave
Cos we've shared the laughter and the pain and even shared the tears
You're the only one who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now, oh there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me,
just the memory of your face
Ooh take a look at me now, well there's just an empty space
And you coming back to me is against the odds and that's what I've got to face

I wish I could just make you turn around,
turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you,
so many reasons why
You're the only one who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now, well there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of your face
Now take a look at me now, cos there's just an empty space

But to wait for you, is all I can do and that's what I've got to face
Take a good look at me now, cos I'll still be standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
It's the chance I've gotta take

Take a look at me now

WOW

Tue, 24 Jan 2006 00:25:00 GMT

i havent writeen in this bitch for a loooong while. well, everythings crazy right now. it seems like every relationship is nosediving. kevin and ness, ryan and his gurl, bonbitch and janelle, and even vic and jen...all of those relatonships make me sad because of their downfall except for one. o well, shit happens. i think im going to go to FIU, following my ruca down to miami. good times ahead. if anybody still reads this, post something!

Thu, 08 Sep 2005 20:30:40 GMT

West: I hate the way they portray us in the media. You see a black family, it says, "They're looting." You see a white family, it says, "They're looking for food." And, you know, it's been five days [waiting for federal help] because most of the people are black. And even for me to complain about it, I would be a hypocrite because I've tried to turn away from the TV because it's too hard to watch. I've even been shopping before even giving a donation, so now I'm calling my business manager right now to see what is the biggest amount I can give, and just to imagine if I was down there, and those are my people down there. So anybody out there that wants to do anything that we can help -- with the way America is set up to help the poor, the black people, the less well-off, as slow as possible. I mean, the Red Cross is doing everything they can. We already realize a lot of people that could help are at war right now, fighting another way -- and they've given them permission to go down and shoot us!

Myers: And subtle, but in many ways even more profoundly devastating, is the lasting damage to the survivors' will to rebuild and remain in the area. The destruction of the spirit of the people of southern Louisiana and Mississippi may end up being the most tragic loss of all.

West: George Bush doesn't care about black people!

Myers: Please call . .

STICK IT TO THE MAN KANYE!!!

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 00:55:26 GMT

Ahhhh, my ankle.

my heart

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 23:33:09 GMT

since my heart might fail, does anybody want any of my stuff? post it now, first come first served!

what?

Fri, 20 May 2005 23:10:28 GMT

uh...I just got yelled at by my mom for no reason, and she took my car keys and started crying, and I have no clue why..what? Anyways, today was a blast. No work at all, I didnt go to school until 5th, and then I just messed around after that, then Chelcy came to visit me, and I got my car back, and also my new phone. TIGHT.

school is cool

Wed, 18 May 2005 23:40:50 GMT

i love scool. I only have to go two more days. tomorrow and friday are the IB physics exam. I wonder how well I am going to do on that. I dont really care. Im up 2 dollars thanks to hold em today during drum class. Brent you fag, you need to sign my yearbook. anyways, I got some sleep i need. peace

Chelz

Wed, 18 May 2005 01:22:18 GMT

[1] Who are you? Troy
[2] Are we friends? A bit more
[3] When and how did we meet? Spanish
[4] How have I affected you? haha, more than you know
[5] What do you think of me? Amazing
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me? Chilly's
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies? For quite some time
[8] Do you love me? yupperoonie
[9] Have I ever hurt you? a little, but it happens
[10] Would you hug me? I already do
[11] Would you kiss me? what number are we on? 11,242,224,331,632,234?
[12] What do u wanna do to me? what?
[13] Are we close? yes, very
[14] Emotionally, what stands out? personality wise? youre relaxed, and easy going
[15] Do you wish I was cooler? nope
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I? 10
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. Boo, because youre very white, and because thats what black people call their women
[18] Am I loveable? yes
[19] What would your life be like without me? any different? Prolly be swearing off women still.
[20] Describe me in one word. incredible
[21] What was your first impression? you seemed mad because i called you buleamic
[22] Do you still think that way about me now? no
[23] What do you think my weakness is? your neck
[24] Do you think I'll get married? yes
[25] What about me makes you happy? when youre happy
[26] What about me makes you sad? when youre sad
[27] What reminds you of me? any song on the radio
[28] What's something you would change about me? nothing at all
[29] How well do you know me? i know quite a bit
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? no
[31] if i was dying..and u had 10 minutes with me..what would you say? put in a good word for me, Jesus seems kinda pissed at me.
[32] On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 13.79

Chris

Sat, 16 Apr 2005 19:06:42 GMT

[1] Who are you? Troy
[2] Are we friends? Yes
[3] When and how did we meet? at the lunch table because of tyler
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me? the beach get together
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies? idk, im no psychic
[8] Do you love me? yup
[9] Have I ever hurt you? not that I know of
[10] Would you hug me? I already do
[11] Would you kiss me? not at this time
[12] What do u wanna do to me? be friends with you
[13] Are we close? yes
[14] Emotionally, what stands out? personality wise? youre pretty easy going, and laid back
[15] Do you wish I was cooler? nope
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I? 10
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. You already have one, chris
[18] Am I loveable? yes
[19] What would your life be like without me? any different? I prolly wouldnt have started hanging out with some of the guys that i met through the lunch table.
[20] Describe me in one word. orgasmic
[21] What was your first impression? you seemed very nice
[22] Do you still think that way about me now? yes
[23] What do you think my weakness is? youre broken heart
[24] Do you think I'll get married? yes
[25] What about me makes you happy? when youre happy
[26] What about me makes you sad? when youre sad
[27] What reminds you of me? rice
[28] What's something you would change about me? nothing
[29] How well do you know me? pretty damn well
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? no
[31] if i was dying..and u had 10 minutes with me..what would you say? idk, i hope im never in that situation
[32] On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 8

ahhh

Sun, 03 Apr 2005 22:49:17 GMT

what a week. Spring break kicks the ass. Full of beach excitement, abandoned roads, and tennis. anyways, I got home from Jacksonville today, that was an exciting trip! I went to a baby shower! WOW! I could hardly contain my excitement. BABY SHOWERS!! THEY ARE SO EXCITING!! anyways, I have an IA that im not gonna start. Later

Yeah, I got 50 cent.

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 23:14:17 GMT

What a day. Nothing went wrong today. I like that. All day at school, my teachers cut me slack and let me have a good time. And I am pretty sure that I will do Mr. Spruce creek. kick ass. After school i went and got 50's new CD as well (and it is quite satisfactory). Then I came home and did nothing but eat. Ahhh the perfect day. Happy Birthday Cody and Heather. I hope you like the necklace I made you out of macaroni. Oh wait, you didnt wear it. Get outta here.

hooray

Sat, 26 Feb 2005 17:16:08 GMT

Today is track trials day! HOoray! One O'Clock is coming up, so i get to get my ass kicked by some jumpers who know what they are doing. Last night was dun too. Dudes night out! Me. Vic, Austin, Jeff, and Darin, i dont know how to spell his name. First me and vic went over to Food Lion, harassed Jamie and bought candy. Then we went over to McDonalds and met up with Jeff. I drove his mustang and Vic and Jeff raced. That was awesome. After that fiasco we went over to the all childrens park parking lot and I learned how to drive stick. But Im not very good at it. Vic, Im sorry we used a quarter tank.

Prom

Sun, 13 Feb 2005 15:37:20 GMT

I am going to start an Anti-prom movement, because prom is gay. Stay home that night and have some penis fencing matches instead of going to dance (because thats less homosexual).

Juice

Sat, 12 Feb 2005 23:06:03 GMT

I like many types of juice. i like apple juice, orange juice, grapefruit juice, grape juice, cranberry juice, prune juice, lime juice, pineapple juice, and moose juice. But my favorite type is Jen and Juice.

Ludacris

Sun, 06 Feb 2005 16:21:57 GMT

when life seems hopeless,
make a nigga lose focus,
empty beer bottles and roaches,
helps to get it off my chest,
cause im so stressed,
and all I hear is 'fuck the world.'

Buy 'The Red Light District' fag. Im thinking about going to Janelle's today to play some paintball. Boo wants me to, so why the hell not. Its pretty strange how things can change in just a couple of hours.And I have no clue what the fuck is going on anymore.

You cant say shit to Kanye West no mo'

Sun, 06 Feb 2005 01:11:42 GMT

ahhh. After 5 days of staying up late, and waking up early, comes our 2 day reward of more work with minimal relaxation. Friday night was quite splendid, filled with cinnamon flavored chicken, talking plants, and publix parking lots. Good times. Then today I got to wake up early for "work." And believe me, theres nothing I want to do more at 7:45 A.M. than watch a bunch of kids who should be in special olympics chase after a rubber ball. Its like watchin' a bunch of retards trying to hump a doorknob. But then, there was solo and ensemble. I think we got a superior, but if we didnt, its Chris's fault. It wasnt the teams fault, just his.

Where the 40 Oz?

heh?

Wed, 02 Feb 2005 01:10:51 GMT

Wow. I love school. And I cant wait until tomorrow when I get to do it again! Wake up with my mom yelling at me because im not up, go to school, go through seven periods that I dont want to be at, and then I get to "work" tommorow night too! YES! I think if school went to jail, it would be the bitch that gets ass fcked every night after lights out. But I will give school a little credit. I do get to see Victorious, Brent, and others on a regular basis. Now if all of us could do whatever the hell we wanted for seven hours, school would kick ass. But then it wouldnt be school, it would just be a fiasco in a building that should be condemned.

Holla at your boy.

women are only trouble

Mon, 10 Jan 2005 01:33:53 GMT

women are only trouble. Victorious and Brenster, you know. Whats w/all of their "feelings." What kind of non-sense is that? So as Eminem so modestly put it, lets all 'slap a bitch, and smack a ho.'

shi.....fo sho.

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 23:12:25 GMT

"david" [6:27 PM]: actually someone else did...and i just made a replica of their antecdote...if u know what i mean
Me [6:28 PM]: your metaphor confuses me, but i am intrigued by your babble

damn

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 21:22:45 GMT

long time no updates, eh? well, in the past month and a half or so, I got some death threats from some football players, was threatened to have my as kicked by a rather large fellow, and ended up with a girlfriend, and i kicked vics ass in tennis. You know it vic. and guess what tomorrow we get to go to school. hooray.

Good job America

Wed, 03 Nov 2004 20:58:39 GMT

WOW! Thank you America. Thanks for electing a retard as our president. I was hoping after the first four years, some of you queers would step back and say "Damn, we started a war, our economy is not improving as rapidly as it should, and we are losing jobs....LETS RE ELECT BUSH BECAUSE HE HATES GAYS AND ABORTION!!!!" Thanks America, thanks for four more years of war and economic recession.

nothing

Thu, 28 Oct 2004 01:01:41 GMT

I hate school, I hate Teachers, and I hate grades. I know "it's a privilege to be in school," and, "other nations around the world dont have a public school system, so be grateful." Which is true, I will say that, but who said school has to suck so much. Why cant we have supplies for students? Why do we have classrooms that have too many students, and not enough seats? Why cant we and why cant we hire teachers who actually give a rats ass about our future and well being? Then I thought to myself, "oh ya....the war in Iraq, which has objectives that are constantly changing." And to answer all of you who are currently thinking, "He's just pro-Kerry," you're wrong. I KNOW both of these men are gonna do a terrible job in office. Right know voters should not be thinking about, "who will do a better job?" They should be thinking, "who will screw me over less."

Fun facts about where all of our taxes are going!
"In addition to the $4 billion that is being spent every month, Bremer allowed that it would cost $2 billion just to meet current electrical demand and an estimated $16 billion over four years to deliver clean water to all Iraqis."

eh dawg

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 02:20:28 GMT

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http://maddox.xmission.com/c.cgi?u=garfield_sucks

My personal favorites.

people read this?

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 00:52:24 GMT

quite possibly the best song ever. Got this from lyrics.com

[Dr Dre]
Ya'll know me still the same ol' G
But I been low key
Hated on by most these niggas
Wit no cheese, no deals and no G's, no wheels and no keys
No boats, no snowmobiles and no ski's
Mad at me cause
I can finally afford to provide my family wit groceries
Got a crib wit a studio and it's all full of tracks
To add to the wall full of plaques
Hangin up in the office in back of my house like trophies
But ya'll think I'm gonna let my dough freeze
Ho Please
You better bow down on both knees
Who you think taught you to smoke trees
Who you think brought you the o' G's
Eazy-E's Ice Cube's and D.O.C's and Snoop D O double G's
And a group that said muthafuck the police
Gave you a tape full of dope beats
The bomb weed stroll through in you hood
And when your album sales wasn't doin too good
Who's the doc that he told you to go see
Ya'll better listen up closely
All you niggas that said that I turned pop
Or the Firm flop
ya'll are the reason Dre ain't been getting no sleep
So fuck ya'll all of ya'll
If ya'll don't like me blow me
Ya'll are gonna keep fuckin around wit me
And turn me back to the old me

[chorus] x2 [Eminem]

Nowadays everybody wanna talk like they got something to say
But nothin comes out when they move they lips
Just a buncha gibberish
And muthafuckas act like they forgot about Dre

[Eminem]
So what do you say to somebody you hate
Or anybody tryna bring trouble your way
Wanna resolve things in a bloodier way
Just study your tape of NWA.
One day I was walkin by
Wit a walkmen on
When I caught a guy givin me an awkward eye
And strangled him off in the parkin lot wit his Karl Kani
I don't give a fuck if it's dark or not
I'm harder than me tryna park a Dodge
But I'm drunk as fuck
Right next to a humungous truck in a two car garage
Hoppin out wit two broken legs tryna walk it off
Fuck you too bitch call the cops
I'ma kill you and them loud ass muthafuckin barkin dogs
And when the cops came through
Me and Dre stood next to a burnt down house
Wit a can full of gas and a hand full of matches
And still one found out
From here on out it's the Chronic 2
Startin today and tomorrows the new
And I'm still loco and nuts
To choke you to death wit a Charleston chew

Slim shady hotter then a set of twin babies
In a Mercedes Benz wit the windows up
And the temp goes up to the mid 80's
Callin men ladies
Sorry Doc but I been crazy
There is no way that you can save me
It's ok go with him Hailey

[chorus] x2

[Dr Dre]
If it was up to me
You muthafuckas would stop comin up to me
Wit your hands out lookin up to me
Like you want somethin free
When my last cd was out you wasn't bumpin me
But now that I got this little company
Everybody wanna come to me like it was some disease
But you won't get a crumb from me
Cause I'm from the streets of
I told em all
All them little gangstas
Who you think helped mold 'em all
Now you wanna run around and talk about guns
Like I ain't got none
What you think I sold 'em all
Cause I stay well off
Now all I get is hate mail all day sayin Dre fell off
What cause I been in the lab wit a pen and a pad
Tryna get this damn label off
I ain't havin that
This is the millenium of Aftermath
It ain't gonna be nothin after that
So give me one more platinum plaque and fuck rap
You can have it back
So where's all the mad rappers at
It's like a jungle in this habitat
But all you savage cats
Knew that I was strapped wit gats
When you were cuddled wit cabbage patch

[Chorus] x3

You and me vic, word for word untill the end.

who reads the crap i write?

Mon, 25 Oct 2004 23:32:00 GMT

Ive been thinking alot lately. Ive come to a conclusion that actually makes sense. It finally ansers all of my questions that i have with women. Men have this need to make sense when they talk and write. As opposed to the fellow female species, which is....well...impared in that area. And for all the women, who actually read what i write, and who will prolly say "you have no proof" i say this to them. and yes, it was an actual conversation with a girl.

RustySurfer17 [7:17 PM]: i heard the grudge was a dumb movie, some ppl said they liked it
Swimmr681 [7:17 PM]: it hasnt come out yet
RustySurfer17 [7:18 PM]: well i know a couple ppl saw it
Swimmr681 [7:18 PM]: how
RustySurfer17 [7:18 PM]: i dunno

wow, women are so smart. She continued to argue with me for the longest time. It doesnt come out untill friday, but hey, im sure she knows what shes talkin about.